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The day started out pretty good but I can honestly so I'm tired, confused and I really want to cry.  I had hoped that Noahs dad would take him to the batting cages for me but he backed out on me. (GRRRRR)  So I have to take Noah to practice, finish the baby book and try to hold it together in front of Colby.  I know I'm being a flippin baby. It just sucks that when I need Shannon here he is gone. I can't really talk to Colby that would only bring on the tears.  OH WELL... I better go get the baby book done.  Its close to 24 hours, Colby and Levi will be moving out. = (